upsi continues her repetitions walks of nomadic peace

upsi watches as paths widen bodies arrive willing a new way

dancing a new distance to be together-strong-peace

upsi accepts nature’s offered hand accepts self her participation

holds space for healing harm reduction practiced for and from body

learning from necessity how to be alone

learning how to make peace at home

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4.5.19-10.5.19 ∆our-a-this moment's battle

tree umbrellas me

balance found in dissolving

identity of

borders division

deceptive polarity

two states of many

pansy faces pop

painted for cold sunday play

full is nature’s forms

i sit on three steps

alone. enough. calm. even

joyous. to be. here

is the truth. it’s work

to get there. back to the pure self.

our moment’s battle.

upsidogi goes to the black hole - looks to her left-down and finds her upsi-alien paw print from when she hung toes in the gutter tickled by the bass echos with-in walls feel energy’s dance.

berliner luft you

seduce to cemeteries

to weakness, naked

before open eyes

i made an offering to

the stones of berlin

are listening-accepted

my service is here

KäTHE HAS BEEN CALLING ME THROUGH THE HANDS OF MY MOTHER

each kiez i’ve fallen

for your night spells peaceful

we danced our wanders.

THOUGH

it is not who i

am or want to be

it’s what i build and leave.

ACTIVATE my path

[bohemian streets

wanderers kiez taught me

femme birthing courage

raven peck pigeon

death over breakfast tea

above garden world]

patti whispers to

me i answer her page. yes

indeed we can devise a

new way of thinking…

two pigeons killed by

ravens scratching my window

in the moment dreams

were devouring the days

absorbed imagery

what is the most real?

as mind recovers

from twenty years of poisoning

finds again paths to

walk were washed out with

that boiling elixir

spirits of madness

ravens eating fresh

birthed birds just pecked their way out

shell’s translucent womb

and upsidogi

comprehends just now the youth

stolen from this life.

black mirrors ribbon

through berlin night casts canal

spells on upsi heart

blooms illuminate

wait placed by workers hands picked

offered this moment

don’t forget to let

the dead parts be and transform

to trust-live each state.

FREE AND WITH A RESPONSIBILITY TO BE ME

11.5.19-16.5.19 ∆call to arms-core-kunt-balanced-peace

14.4.19-4.5.19 ∆on surrendering. and getting acquainted with the ego