the missed spaces, the missed places, the missed times, the missed rhymes, the missed persons I could have been or will be, the fear that restricts me, the choices that elate me, the food that prolongs, the life that kills and opens and winds up and scares and tears and screws, inspires and heightens and pitches and rolls and drowns and crowns and takes hold of and molds and breaks and pours into and empties and burns.

and here we steal away together

recorded 26.4.18

Our gravity's strength

Demands extreme closeness and

Creates our orbit.


To struggle against

This force, takes energy from

All that gravity


Can potentially

Create. I don't wish to block

Myself and others.


You ask to come close.

I state what I need and can.

Gravity persists.

recorded 9.6.18

recorded 15.5.18