the missed spaces, the missed places, the missed times, the missed rhymes, the missed persons I could have been or will be, the fear that restricts me, the choices that elate me, the food that prolongs, the life that kills and opens and winds up and scares and tears and screws, inspires and heightens and pitches and rolls and drowns and crowns and takes hold of and molds and breaks and pours into and empties and burns.

and here we steal away together

∆around the end-beginning-solstice-blood-eclipse>for dave xx

fck yeah we doing • it making the peace waves sea • ripple back to me

we got this upsi • dogi thirty three round • this star time for peace

at times i still jump • when i forget, then she smiles • we share this body

dry well un-turned field • been neglecting body mind • alas no harvest

moon she’s out again • such a sexy simple bitch • doing her moon dance

sun’s spectacular • rays raise after days of gray • infuse us with strength

SON OF A WITCH BODY BERLIN CLOCK BEAT TRAFFIC FLOW

hands∆holding∆structure

BODY MATTER INTERACTIONS PHYSICAL RECORD EXPERIENCED MIND MEANING MEMORY NOSTALGIAxTRAUMA NURTURING BIRTHING EXPRESSION

my body here now berlin is installation i’m inhabiting this (history) place interacting (with them-it) absorbing and expelling my experience

FEAR ANGER PLEASURE ADRENALINE AIM PROJECT

moon she floats toward me • heart must be open to feel • pull between bodies × rises north north west • velvet shawl tuck in blue blood • below glowing skin × surface of stone cells • peeling bark of winter's tree • nature's persistence × gravity exists forming • harmony here now

TRUST∆TRUST∆TRIANGULATION

orchid hold my eye • lash blinks water clings to arms • vellus hair licks air

smile with a chin on its head xx upsidogi

you can cry up or you can cry down xx upsidogi

TO IMMERSE MYSELF IN SOUND TO HEAL TO BE VULNERABLE TO TRUST TO RELINQUISH CONTROL DOES NOT EXIST

together-strong-peace-dance xx upsidogi

we go this

16.2.19-1.3.19 ∆the living

14.11.18