upsidogi sheds. upsidogi transforms. upsidogi is transforming. she chooses. to improvise. to dance with? to dance against? to not dance at all?
we got this.
upsidogi is a bat-lizard-butterfly. upsidogi is a bird-fish-caterpillar. upsidogi is the in-between-space. upsidogi is a centipede-composer-dancer. upsidogi chooses to do the together-strong-peace-dance with her-self-space-transformations.
m’s in the shadows
d’s in decaying wet dirt
nikki is sound waves
bardo is peaceful
we have found our harmony
recognize each state
under a tree of seed pods is upsidogi. feels equilibrium. in her kunt. that part that makes her a mamma. upsidogi sits down with nikki-cries and down with shifting shadows and down on the thawing dirt. here upsidogi trusts-shadow-dirt-sound holds her she knows-feels she was-is not alone doing the together-strong-peace-dance.
we go this.
upsidogi floats-follows-water-gravity to blue∆dipped∆raven’s nest. upsidogi is pulled by her own patterns, her own current, is pulled by her kunt here, into a self-womb-nest. upsidogi is a child in wonder-glee discovering these patterns, each time a surprise, when her gravity does what gravity does the pulling-upsidogi-dance. upsidogi has not birthed like this before. this is new.
bardo is peaceful
we have found our harmony
recognize each state
the transition, the birthing, the arrival of a new way of being. the myths themselves are ancient. look-taste-hear into the shadow-dirt-wind to see peace forming
in the patterns in the currents. upsidogi recognizes herself in shifting-fluid. she stop-watch-learns-follows through fear through a puncture into a black hole into upsidogi passes the silent-pain-rock in her throat to sit cross-legged atop the decay. upsidogi is not the decay. upsidogi is a centipede-composer-dancer. upsidogi chooses to do the together-strong-peace-dance with her-self-transformations. she looks at the implement. a cock. one cock heavy and flaccid in front of her transforms a moss covered tree crumbling into dirt. trust-trust upsidogi so you can shed-transform-fly.
shed fear they taught you to cage you.
raven to her left trust-trust.
upsidogi trust-trusts the sky-swirl from sun up to sun down finds her own gravity and is in awe. of the magnetic dirt-stone-tree. of the recognition there is dirt-swirl. upsidogi does the together-strong-peace-dance from tree to tree from step to step from wrist to heal to clicking-tongue to oiled skin to blue-black-painted eyes to gold-pink-painted mantel to her stop-watch-learning dirt-shadow-sound-harmony.
a calm-stable-harmony.
no opposing forces.
only different ways of being ways of coming together-strong-peace-dance.
we got this
xx
upsidogi