upsi continues her repetitions walks of nomadic peace

upsi watches as paths widen bodies arrive willing a new way

dancing a new distance to be together-strong-peace

upsi accepts nature’s offered hand accepts self her participation

holds space for healing harm reduction practiced for and from body

learning from necessity how to be alone

learning how to make peace at home

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arrival

the last note a mosquito song exhaling from its saxophone hive.

7 years ago

what happened

what is happening

101 years around and even granny dies

and upsi hears her exhale across the ocean granny’s breath reaches upsi’s ear

7 years ago how did upsi know it was 7 years ago she was drawing a dancer’s body falling didn’t realize she was learning with her eyes and her hand holding twigs of charcoal she was learning with her tools a dance that was sleeping inside of her coiled and waiting to be felt

granny died and there is even another sunrise to bleach the sky to eat the full moon that pulled life from her body

and upsi makes it alive to the waning side of this cycle

learns to change consciously learns to live soberly

learns to feel

ever more ways more places of pain in her body-mind

learns to choose gratitude for

this chance to experience

7 years ago a song was written today was played that mosquito squeak pushed from three sets of lungs is this not immortality?

departure

harvest season∆peace song I