upsidogi walks
past shadow of dead raven
a wet print in dirt
always moving through
shadows of the history
vessel-body holds
upsi walks in pain
stays-dreams… remembers! to get
her strong peace dance on!
awake! plethora, new
ways of being born explode
spring’s sexy teachings!
/// HEARTH GATHERING
set stage with objects
expectations stone crumbles
human enters right
or wrong don’t matter
to sniffing dog stop-smell-lick
experience>know. \\\
still as dead march night
waxing-almost-full moon she’s
always spinning round ∆self-portrait-one-version-of-me∆
bees flock to pussy
willow neon pollen sprouts
hive feasts together
EXPERIMENTS IN REVERSING fear produces>adrenaline<also produced by excitement TRANSFORM FEAR
alone
boxed up this body
surrounded me with walls-borders
cut off vessel cracks
feels-knows pain blood spilt
down drain sap seeps from bark feeds
me different way to be
together
m manifests them
self a tree before me sways
moans seed pods rustle
of the smiles who
found each other two unique
bodies together
strong peace dance i see
for upsidogi is in
dynamics of three
whether sloth or snake
squirrel, don’t matter
i’m a climber-dancer know
other vessels and
bodies by their shape by the
story they tell of
themselves the way they
grow bend break dance with wind’s dance
and crow echo caws
tracks change hear clicks same
as tree-wind-dance moans each beats
of ecosystem
caw and echo sound
arrival of a new way
to be together
share a day of play
scamper tree to tree find seeds
sprouting joyously
crow and echo call
chimes collide in remise
under waning moon
pulls last blood-dark-drops from kunt
upsidogi finds
her shadow-prints her versions
who lived in this swamp
trust trust their presence
watch-learn their variety
it’s in everyone
shame-my-moat circles
fortress of isolation
denial feeds fear
TO BE THE FIRST ONE TO STAND UP AND SCREAM TO BE OUTRAGED BY OUR SELF IMPRISONMENT THE COURAGE THAT TAKES
xx we got this
golden tears for queers
fall on the streets of berlin
from my dripping hands
4x flows behind
as me licks eyes of berlin
upsidogi dance
with-through city drops trust-trusts
who dances with me?
i accept your cum
into fresh-blood-shed womb my
pleasure ritual
to heal my anger
violence against kunt bodies
injustice. stop. now.
life time of anger
can’t resurrect our killed parts.
does divide living.
WE NEED COURAGE, I
ASKED. I LOST THREE OBJECTS.
THREE HUMANS ARRIVE.