return retreats to
sky swirl nest upsidogi
found her clover patch
seed pod to her right
five universum wait within husks
open with ice-fire
upsidogi goes
inside to learn again peace
reflects from center
of a pumping kunt
beats of-on dirt swirl sky swirl
from trusting balance
DON’T TAKE CARE AND I BREAK
the courage i found
again inside my center
this time through black eye
GET UP BREATH BEGIN AGAIN
upsidogi done
taking shit its time now
to build! new ways. go!
SHE HAS BEEN BUILDING ALL ALONG
and the great war comes
to its close as peace ripples
return amidst fear
resistance against
accepting violent cycle
indeed will end too
is ending now for
we’ve been planting the peace
seeds in abundance
XX WE GOT THIS
gold palette of late
day berlin spring sun summons
long upsi shadows
slither fold into corners
down stairs the silent gray
upsidogi dance
from split tree trunk kunt
births a sampling kock from my
upsidedowngirl view
AS I STAND STILL BEFORE HER
all i can build. i will wash me. a temple. for the kunts of berlin. the birthing parts. the builders and mothers lovers peace makers. one old juniper one young. a pile of sand. a basket of stones. an abandoned mirror and vase. wooden tools worn by dead hands. a corner listening to the caw and the echos of berlin. all i can build. i will wash me an alter to my sobriety. stone on stone scratch-honor each day. rusted metal placed in proximity chime with this touch.
CHIME FOR AND TO AND OF THE TRüMMERFRAUEN I FEEL THEM I AM THEM AND THEIR CHILDREN PLAYING IN AND WITH THE RUBBLE
WE ARE
freaks wander to feet’s
beat through nature’s persistent
balancing out act
nature’s fractioning
patterns swirl away from
center space to grow
each way of being
tight twisting in to out from
abundant balance
[ON SPRING SHADOWS FALLING ON BARE SKIN
berlin sun sneaky
sinks warmth into swamp’s frigid
air emenates]
[ON LEARNING FROM ANIMAL PATHS-TERRITORY, MY DEDICATION TO A REPEATED-PLAYFUL-WALKING-MEDITATION AND CREATIVE HEALING
with body’s wanders
pull focus smell-sound-my-ways
through to center
of field sky swirls
around peace dance through nature
human sancturary
what was a grave grows
into new expression stones
and dirt moved by hands
built an alter for
my addictions transform day
by day each anew]
[ON THREE WAYS OF BEING-GROWING-DYEING
baby seed i am
gonna plant you then ill bleed
and ill feed you
open window bells
ringing echo dances with
birds singing with sun
into the under
ground into numbing grounds pain
relief all the ways]
[ON EXTRAORDINARY NEW KNOWLEDGE AND HOPE
first image of black
hole possible through teamwork
around this world]
[ON THE WE I-WE ARE TRANSFORMING TO BE
ask for help and i
understand-learn-grow beyond
this body-vessel]
[ON BEING A CREATOR ANOTHER KIND OF BIRTHER NOT A MOTHER
waxing moon she pulls
egg from left side of serpent
swirl moves toward birthing
trust trust this body
nurture honor cycle’s will
be birth bleed transform
energy inside
upsidogi releases
new forms of being
>>> ON TECHNO MY BODY MY PLEASURE MY TOOL
moon is veiled draping
her glowing kunt in gold black
space dance between thighs]
and to end this here and now >
[ON GRATITUDE AWE AND JOY
no matter where the
sunset is incredible
this spinning world]
xx
upsidogi